A Long Journey ahead...
As I lie hear just in shock i am thinking...."How could this be? Me?" Things are just starting to sink in but I swear I feel numb... I don't even know what emotion to let out first.. But I do feel a sense of protection over me, I do still feel Hope and I am firm with knowing that GOD will help me recover...
Cancer is not an easy word to digest..NO one can fathom the random thoughts that just overwhelm your brain..The word Scared doesn't even cover a quarter of what i feel..BUT I absolutely KNOW that I can overcome this..I am STRONG..I REFUSE to let this engulf my being...
My grandma is a Breast cancer survivor...And 70 now I admire her strength..I guess my journey in life needed to finally take some turns..Something to make me stronger I guess..
Either way, I look at it simply....As I look into the eyes of my beautiful daughter and my loving husband i KNOW that...
I gotta do what I gotta do...Nobody ever said that life was easy..
Cancer is not an easy word to digest..NO one can fathom the random thoughts that just overwhelm your brain..The word Scared doesn't even cover a quarter of what i feel..BUT I absolutely KNOW that I can overcome this..I am STRONG..I REFUSE to let this engulf my being...
My grandma is a Breast cancer survivor...And 70 now I admire her strength..I guess my journey in life needed to finally take some turns..Something to make me stronger I guess..
Either way, I look at it simply....As I look into the eyes of my beautiful daughter and my loving husband i KNOW that...
I gotta do what I gotta do...Nobody ever said that life was easy..
13 comments:
Oh Scrapydoo!
I know you will kick this cancer's @$$ and come out an even stronger person than you already are. Please know that we love you and are all praying for you. I cannot say that I know how you feel but you were there for me when we lost the baby and I am here for you now my friend. If there is anything I can do please know that I am a phone call away. I love you, be strong, have faith.
God bless!
Hey woman, you know I am praying for you. You are strong. You will survive this. I know you'll be fine. Hey, you're Jiggy J...can't nothing fuckin' touch you...love and hugs...
I found you through LaVerne's blog. I love your attitude and will be thinking about and praying for you and your family :)
Hi. I found out about you through Mary Angela and your blog, through Laverne's blog. Just letting you know, I'm praying for you. God bless.
I am here via Laverne's blog wishing you all the strength and courage you need to fight this illness. You can do it, hugs to you and prayers for your family!
You are in my thoughts and my prayers sweetie!! Keep the faith and know sooo many of us will be praying for you. I will put a prayer request for you in my store!!! My heart is with ya!!
Stacey
I don't know you, but I heard about your news through Laverne. I'll be keeping you in my prayers.
You are sooo in my prayers, I know I just met you but who cares girl we are going to fight through this ALL OF THIS .. together okay. You need my number or something .. call me at 3 in the morning or something if you need an ear. I am praying for you and your family.
HUGS
Sasha
Heard about you through Sassy Sasha ... I am sorry to hear your news! I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers!! Keep your head up!
I don't know you but I am so very sorry to hear this. Reading your post I think you are already halfway there - fighting and keeping positive. You can do it, girl.
My thoughts are with you and your family
I will keep you in my prayers. Have faith and God Bless.
My sweets: I was wondering where you were at. I could not find your entry in the challenge although I kept looking out for your name and found nothing. I got your sad news today. I want to tell you that I have you deep in prayer. I give you my word that I will speak your name upon God's presence every day until you finish this walk in the valley. You hang in there and let me know if you need anything. Please email me at scrapbookdui@aol.com when you have a chance. I know how scary this is. Yet, keep in mind that God is good and will give you the strenght and courage you will need to perservere. I am sending you lots of hugs, good thoughts, and prayers.
Damaris
Hey Jen...We've met a few times at Scrapbook Central...I am sooo sorry to hear about this....All I can say is be strong and fight it head on...do everything you can...and don't ever let this be bigger than you! I have several friends who have been through this and they are survivors because they fought hard. Your a fighter and you will get through this.
Hugs, Tammy
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